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| well, life has come full circle since I've last seen this or written in it and wow was it difficult to get back on here, stupid xanga stealing my password and shit. haha but i got it and i will renew its life once again. I can't believe how much is changed and how much I shouldve written about and all the feelings ive gone through in the past year. *sigh*
first things first, I cant believe im fucking graduating in 2 effing weeks!! OH MY GOD!!! its insane. I cannot believe it. not one bit. who AM i??? Im 20 years old and not a clue with what i actually want it life. I dont know if i want to go back to school, I dont know if i want to go get a job, I dont know if i want to stay in the country, i dont know if i want to stay at home, and i dont know what i want to love in life...because that for sure is so fucking confusing and i never thought the one thing that i was so damn good at has become so fucking hard *sobs* 
but anywho, I actually should get going since i have no time in my life anymore...but i will be back and i will be writing again. for sure. I miss it and i miss having an escape and just letting everything go into the open. I hope everyone who comes on here is doing well and whoever it is i probably miss you. but yea, thats life i guess. ciao for now. 
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| I'm pretty sure this thing is coming to a close....Im about to close it, but I might just make it private and keep it as my own journal since it already is. but yea...just as an fyi to ANYONE that still reads this....but yea. thats it. just to letch'all know. :smiles: | | |
| HOLA!!!!!!!!! Estoy en españa ahora y tengo tiempo para escribir en este porque mi amiga alejandra tiene que escribir su tarea y ya terminé todo.  woot woot!
SO, this will begin my first week here, then a few days at home then back to school for 10 weeks!!!!!! SWEETNESS!!!!!!!! omg what a good summer this has been, for realz. hehehe
I´ll come on here when i can, but I really don´t think I´m going to keep this for very long...it´s useless really. hmph. hasta luego mis amigos!
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| Well, I think it's safe to say that summer is like FLYING by...I only have *checks countdown* 23 days til SPAIN!!!!! omg omg omg!!!!!  I'm so STOKED. hehe
other than that, I'm just waiting for my bday, and El Paso...and yea, then school again, after spain of course, even though that IS SCHOOL...haha prolly harder than I'll ever have at DU. lol
so yea....not much has changed....I do a lot of thinking nowadays... but I'm sure I know why. *sigh* I don't know if having this is worth it anymore...I should just go back to plain old pen and paper. hmmm, we'll see.
adios for now.
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| omg I feel like I am barely on my computer lately, its CRAZYNESS I tell you. hahaha but it's because I'm working like a billion hours every week because I am the permanent sub for the next *checks countdown* 33 days!!!! and then I AM OFF TO SPAIN! OMG OMG OMG!!!! I am SO stoked. woot!
Other than that nothing is really exciting. I hang out with the two people that read this still...lol and I ended up in the hospital yesterday because I'm retarded but whatever. I'm good now.
Also, my bday is in 14 days!!! and then I GO TO EL PASO!!! AHHH!!! I'm soooooo excited, woot woot woot woot!!!!!  and maybe we'll go down to MEXICO!!! I can only hope. hehe 
So yea, that's about it...I'm going to ravinia tonight, and then to grant park on saturday for the taste, and then work all week again. sounds like fun! hehehe it's been a good summer so far, I can't complain. although it's going really fast...but whatever. hehe
I guess I'll just write if anything happens *sigh* haha. ciao!!!! | | |
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